BOY , my tears falling again :'( . It supposes to be the last since that worst day . But tonight , it happens again . I'm at my wits ends now . I don't know what should i do -,-" . I can't stand it enough . I'm begging , don't disturb me when i'm trying to forget u . Ur jokes , ur laugh , ur words was my past . I think it doesn’t mean anything for me now . Yes , i might have a fickle-minded . But i'm swear , not for this time . I'm tired with all this . I'm trying to forget u now . Even its hard to make it real . 

Sometimes we have to sacrifice for someone that we loved . That's what I do now . Seeing u happy is enough to make me happy :) . Somehow its really really hard to do . I'm not regretting to know you for my past time . You've light up my life before . But you're gone now . I miss u so so so bad .